yes they are all mine!!: This Day

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

This Day

Cavin 9-8-05

Cavin 9-1-09

On this Day 4 years ago a sweet bald headed dimpled faced baby was born... It was my Cavin Trenton!! I can't believe my baby is 4!! He is shy,sweet, has an infectious laugh,smart,caring,a great helper, a little naughty and has his daddy's temper! He loves whatever his Big Brothers love because he just wants to be part of their duo. He also loves to Help Daddy, he likes to dress like him and he very much likes to impress Daddy! He will still suck his thumb if he finds those blankies of his. He can ride a two wheel bike, is trying to learn to swing all by himself, can do a front flip on the trampoline, loves to paint and play playdoh, loves to play board games, and is getting pretty smart if I do say so myself!!
We aren't planing much in the way of parties, but we do have balloons, a cake and some ice cream and of course presents and maybe a outing tonight to a favorite restaurant!! He is thrilled!!

Anyway WE LOVE YOU CAVIN TRENTON HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!!!
MOMMY,DADDY,Mallory,Mason,Carter,Maxton,Cayne and Maccoy

2 comments:

Anonymous said...: happy birthday 4 year old cavin and many more. grandpa dick and grandma barb we love you.; September 8, 2009 at 5:40 PM
bows and more said...: Happy Birthday to one cute and very loved boy! You amaze me Melissa! I think of you often. I will be praying for your sweet little Maccoy! Man you sure have some cute kiddos!; September 9, 2009 at 1:13 AM

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The Day I Became A Heart Mother

The Day I Became a Heart Mother

One day my world came crashing down,
I'll never be the same.
They told me that my child was sick.
I thought, "am I to blame"?
I don't think I can handle this.
I am really not that strong.
It seemed my heart was breaking.
I have loved him for so long.

I will not give up on this child.
I will listen to your advice.
I will give my child any chance.
No matter what the price.
I will learn all that I need to help my child thrive.
I'll even use that feeding tube.
My child must survive!

Will he need a lot of therapy?
Will he gain the needed weight?
Please God, help me do this.
I will accept our fate.

When the monitors beep at night, it serves as my reminder.
How many parents would love that sound.
Tomorrow I will be kinder.
As another Angel earns his wings,
I run to my child's bed.
I watch him sleep for quite a while.
I bend down and kiss his head.
I cry for the parents whose hearts have been broken.
I look to You wondering why?
Oh Lord, I just can't know your ways....no matter how I try.

And yet, I trust you hold his life, and guide us through each day.
My mind says savor each moment he's here,
but my heart begs, "PLEASE let him stay"!

From pacing the surgical waiting room, to sitting by his bed. From wishing for a good nights sleep, to learning every med.
From wondering, "will he be alright?", to watching him reach out his hands.
With every smile my heart just melts, despite life's harsh demands.

For all who see that faded line.
I look to them and smile.
You see my child is loved so much.
I would face ANY trial.
That scar I trace with my finger (It's the door to his beautiful heart).
God must have known how much I'd love him (Just as He loved him from the start).

A heart mom is always a heart mom.
Now wise beyond her years.
For those who have angels in heaven,
Our hearts share in all of your tears.

Every day I will try and remember,
I was chosen for him (and no other).
I will always embrace that beautiful day.......
When I became a "Heart Mother".

- Author Unknown