Oh my

All the sudden it hit me that Mason will be at school all day.. I don't know if I have just not let myself think about it or if the summer coming to an end finally made me realize that my sweet little boy is going to be in 1st grade... Kindergarten with Mason wasn't as hard on me as it was when Mallory(i cried the whole first week everyday after I drooped her off) first started because I just kind of thought of it as preschool since he was only there a few hours per day.. I have tears rolling down my face as I think of drooping him off the first day of school and how sad Carter will be without Bubba and how sad I will be not to hear his little voice asking me a million questions, to think of him sitting in the cafeteria overwhelmed and scared, and the changes I know that will happen over the course of this year. Something happens to them in 1st grade they just change from babies into big kids in the matter of months and I am very sad to see him grow up. On the other hand I wonder what lies ahead for my smart,sensitive,inquisitive,sweet,lovable,caring boy. I know he will go on to do great things and that puts a smile on my face... Mason Thane I love you more than words can say!!!