yes they are all mine!!: Go Cayne!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Go Cayne!

Last night for the first time Cayne stood up in the middle of the floor and took off walking!! One day we think Maccoy will be the first one leaving the crawling behind and just walking then Cayne does something to make us think it will be him.. With these 2 you just never know! They both toddle around taking about 10 to 20 steps before falling down but Cayne is the first to just stand up without the help of furniture or a person!!

2 comments:

The Lost Michiganders! said...: WoooHoooo! Tell the babies Marianne is doing the happy dance and blowing kisses all the way from Michigan!; September 30, 2010 at 10:50 PM
Unknown said...: Hi! I found your blog listed on team-ewan's blog. i am not a heart mom, but I have seven kiddos. Your posts are great. Looking forward to reading more!; October 1, 2010 at 8:34 AM

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The Day I Became A Heart Mother

The Day I Became a Heart Mother

One day my world came crashing down,
I'll never be the same.
They told me that my child was sick.
I thought, "am I to blame"?
I don't think I can handle this.
I am really not that strong.
It seemed my heart was breaking.
I have loved him for so long.

I will not give up on this child.
I will listen to your advice.
I will give my child any chance.
No matter what the price.
I will learn all that I need to help my child thrive.
I'll even use that feeding tube.
My child must survive!

Will he need a lot of therapy?
Will he gain the needed weight?
Please God, help me do this.
I will accept our fate.

When the monitors beep at night, it serves as my reminder.
How many parents would love that sound.
Tomorrow I will be kinder.
As another Angel earns his wings,
I run to my child's bed.
I watch him sleep for quite a while.
I bend down and kiss his head.
I cry for the parents whose hearts have been broken.
I look to You wondering why?
Oh Lord, I just can't know your ways....no matter how I try.

And yet, I trust you hold his life, and guide us through each day.
My mind says savor each moment he's here,
but my heart begs, "PLEASE let him stay"!

From pacing the surgical waiting room, to sitting by his bed. From wishing for a good nights sleep, to learning every med.
From wondering, "will he be alright?", to watching him reach out his hands.
With every smile my heart just melts, despite life's harsh demands.

For all who see that faded line.
I look to them and smile.
You see my child is loved so much.
I would face ANY trial.
That scar I trace with my finger (It's the door to his beautiful heart).
God must have known how much I'd love him (Just as He loved him from the start).

A heart mom is always a heart mom.
Now wise beyond her years.
For those who have angels in heaven,
Our hearts share in all of your tears.

Every day I will try and remember,
I was chosen for him (and no other).
I will always embrace that beautiful day.......
When I became a "Heart Mother".

- Author Unknown