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Friday, January 7, 2011

I feel like I am doing something right which for today is pretty good.. I asked Mason what he did at school today while him and Carter were playing He looks at me and says "mom we will talk about it at supper like every other night"!!! Yep Family supper Every night talking about our day sometimes we are even lucky enough for Clint to join us! Something I really believe in eating together at the table as a family talking about our day, our dreams our goals..life..Glad to know its as important to the kids as it is to me!!!

2 comments:

Misty said...: I found your blog while I was searching google! I'm also a heart mom please check out my blog & read my sons story www.brokenhearted07.blogspot.com! Family time is the most important part of my day!! I love talking to my daughter & niece about their day!; January 9, 2011 at 10:45 PM
Stefenie said...: Melissa,
Thanks for leaving me message on my blog. I am sorry that you are going through episodes with your son as well. Hope you get some answers from the other doc. Don't give up!!; January 10, 2011 at 7:01 PM

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The Day I Became A Heart Mother

The Day I Became a Heart Mother

One day my world came crashing down,
I'll never be the same.
They told me that my child was sick.
I thought, "am I to blame"?
I don't think I can handle this.
I am really not that strong.
It seemed my heart was breaking.
I have loved him for so long.

I will not give up on this child.
I will listen to your advice.
I will give my child any chance.
No matter what the price.
I will learn all that I need to help my child thrive.
I'll even use that feeding tube.
My child must survive!

Will he need a lot of therapy?
Will he gain the needed weight?
Please God, help me do this.
I will accept our fate.

When the monitors beep at night, it serves as my reminder.
How many parents would love that sound.
Tomorrow I will be kinder.
As another Angel earns his wings,
I run to my child's bed.
I watch him sleep for quite a while.
I bend down and kiss his head.
I cry for the parents whose hearts have been broken.
I look to You wondering why?
Oh Lord, I just can't know your ways....no matter how I try.

And yet, I trust you hold his life, and guide us through each day.
My mind says savor each moment he's here,
but my heart begs, "PLEASE let him stay"!

From pacing the surgical waiting room, to sitting by his bed. From wishing for a good nights sleep, to learning every med.
From wondering, "will he be alright?", to watching him reach out his hands.
With every smile my heart just melts, despite life's harsh demands.

For all who see that faded line.
I look to them and smile.
You see my child is loved so much.
I would face ANY trial.
That scar I trace with my finger (It's the door to his beautiful heart).
God must have known how much I'd love him (Just as He loved him from the start).

A heart mom is always a heart mom.
Now wise beyond her years.
For those who have angels in heaven,
Our hearts share in all of your tears.

Every day I will try and remember,
I was chosen for him (and no other).
I will always embrace that beautiful day.......
When I became a "Heart Mother".

- Author Unknown